Learning to do difficult things

Pondering

Inspiration

While reading notes from my instructor at BYU-Idaho today I came across this little gem of inspiration.

“One of the reasons for being here, in this life, is to learn to do difficult things, and to learn to do them properly.”
This quote is attributed to President Spencer W. Kimball, an Elder in my mission shared this during a weekly District Meeting, it resonated with me then and still does. Often times, I find I focus on what is hard for me in the moment and not what I am being asked to learn. I know when I have allowed myself to be teachable the spirit has stepped in to help me see what is needed and what I can and am able to do. More often than not He has helped me grow both spiritually and temporally in a manner I never knew was possible. Never hesitate to ask when spiritual or temporal help is needed.”

The Faith Experiment

I started my Sunday morning this morning differently than most. I began reading the book “The Faith Experiment” by Laurel Christensen. Both the book and the above quote seem to go hand in hand in speaking to my heart. Laurel talks about being afraid to ask God for things because He would probably say no. I guess I read that basically she had been told no so many times in her life that she no longer trusted God to say yes.

I have felt those same feelings throughout my life. It began as a small child praying to God to make my mother well again. I prayed from when I was 8 years old until I was 12. Then after a blessing from Spencer W. Kimball she was miraculously healed. (Or so everyone around me said.) But I guess that I felt like it was too little too late. Yes she was healed but not without damage. My parents had divorced, (a horrible messy awful kind of divorce) My mother was still impaired. The tumor came back 4 years later. My mother remarried with all of the drama that comes with a step family. And I had lost my childhood.

Although most everyone around me’s faith was strengthened, mine was diminished. And I decided that the only option was to take care of myself. And that is what I have tried to do for the rest of the 40 years that I have been on this ear. Just take care of myself and those around me all by myself.

It has not worked out so good. I am tired and sometimes bitter. I rarely turn my problems over to the Lord.

My personal Faith Experiment

So today after reading the Faith Experiment and Sister Funk’s thoughts. I have determined that things are going to change in my spiritual life. It is time to pray to know if the thing that I am asking for is right. In Nephi 18:20 it reads “And whatsoever ye shall ask the Father in my name, which is right, believing that ye shall receive, behold it shall be given unto you.”

  1. So step one is pray to know if the thing I am trying to do is right before the Lord.
  2. The next step is to understand that I am “here is to learn to do difficult things is to learn to do them properly.” That means to me as Sister Funk said “have a teachable spirit.” I need this so much right now in my life. I have lost my teachable spirit as I have struggled to protect myself. Many times I am afraid to pray for things because I am afraid of the consequences of those prayers. There is the old adage “Be careful what you pray for.” In my mind I go through all the bad things that could happen if I really got what I prayed for.
  3. The next step is to pray for what the Lord has told me is a good thing and pray for it unceasingly.
  4. And the last for right now is to have Faith that God will grant me the thing that I am praying for.

So my journey begins today. My journey in once again to learn to trust in God.

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Project 9 Portfolio

Design

 

Portfolio (Scribd.com)

  • Project Corrections / Time spent:
    • I spent 15 minutes on the Lemons and Meringue Logo simplifying it by  removing the small lemon wedge.
    • I spent 1 hour and 10 minutes working on the Event Ad. I worked on creating even margins and creating a drop shadow under some of the pictures.
    • I spent 40 minutes working on the Flier project. I improved the kerning, the padding, and the font size consistency.
    • I spent 35 minutes working on the stationary and business card projects. I removed the button and the words from the camera simplifying it even more. I also played with the opacity a bit on the stationary. On the business cards, I increased the size of the font in the name of the company so that it stretches across the entire top and aligns nicely with the bottom website address.
  • Message: My message is look at what great things I was able to accomplish this semester. 
  • Audience: My audience is other classmates and others who are interested in design. 
  • Top Thing Learned: The use of master pages. I also really like how my worked looked after having made changes at the end of the semester. 
  • Future application of Visual Media: Everywhere. I hope to use it at work, at home, and at church. 
  • Color scheme and color names: Monochromatic/ Black and Blue
  • Title Font Name & Category: Fat Frank is a San Serif Font
  • Copy Font Name & Category: Museo Slab is a Slab Serif Font
  • Thumbnails of Images used: None
  • Sources (Links to images on original websites / with title of site):None